I'm the sun =)

I'm in an emergency vacation because of the virus H1N1...and its so boring!Sasho has a girlfriend.I have a birthday in 8 days.There are no boys in my life again.I miss Naso =/ and today I almost wrote him which was going to be a really big mistake.I want some exitement in my life.I only write here when I'm sad.

I've been in school 6 days.The most boring 6 days of my life!I have to go to school tomorrow too,I even have Spanish literature and haven't red Lazarillo de Tormes.I have to be at work at 08:00 =/ I don't know how I'll handle it =/ Hope to see Kimbo tomorrow but really doubt it because he starts work at 10:30 and I'll be there till 12:00...but maybe some other time this week?
So about school I have C in Spanish which is pretty good because most of the class got F.A in chemistry was expected but I'm glad.This year I take extra classes math and chemistry.(That will be really hard with me working thought).Don't have money for English classes =/ Hope by January to save some.Need 250 lv.

Will try to write tomorrow,
x.o.x.o Vicky =X

Wow the craziest thing happened!The student - Stoyan came to see me at the store and gave me orange juice,at the same time entered Kimbo.They looked at each other and that at me.I felt so special,like in some Gilmore girl's episode.
Anyway I have to go asleep.I want to be pretty for Kimbo tomorrow.

x.o.x.o
Vicky =)

So I started work in an italian store.It's really nice.I work only since 4 days and already some guy gave me a South Park T-shirt and Augustino gave me parmegianno =) But I like someone else.The guy who runs "Kimbo" his 21 blond with blue eyes and he comes at the store 3 times per day.So I thought he liked me,and decided to invite him to a party but there was no time.And today the pretty bastard shows up with 'chalga-wanna-be'whom refeirce to as 'this pretty girl' HATE HIM haha some guy just gave me sham peanut so what was I talking about.Yes,so she asked "Do you have any breakfast?' GRRR I was so MAD that I wanted to respod "NO,get OUT of here,you bitch" But I staid calm and explained it what I got.She didn't want anything laughed and went.Oh,he's so perfect <3I wish that he liked me.But he that's faight I'll never have luck in love

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I'm back from Sliven and maybe in worse mood ever!All the people around me are annoying me really bad!Milen,Nadeto,Maryana and all the people that went to the sea who are all but me of course.Hate this,I think I have to become an emo now =/ Stoyan hadn't written me anything in facebook and I miss him really bad =/ I want to do so many things and when I have some time alone will write down.I hope the 'to-do' list will be ready in Monday

Feeling sad,
Vicky =/

So for the last week literately the only thing I did was watching romantic dramas and I'm so sick of it!The only thing I want now is the computer to be out of my life for a week.So I'm going to Sliven to do nothing but hard work and when I come back I expect to spend a great amount of shopping time,preparing for school and English tests!I hope I'm a new person by the time I come back but who knows.My friends are at the sea at the moment FUCK I"M SO JEALOUSE!!!

Hate my life,
Vicky

OMG!The student,Stoyan,recommended me the best love story "Wicker park".I staid up all night watching it and it was amazing.Now I'm stuck between believing in love and the reality of my boring life =/ I want Stoyan to be my friend but I doubt that is going to happen.But if it does,it will be magical =) He understands me,but somehow knows me more then I know myself.

Really strange.
Want to go out with him and play ^^

x.o.x.o
VICKY <3

I'm back!Fuck!Can I be more sad and bored?So of course I didn't go to Albena to see Koko.I just tried to stand calm with Tania's drama.And in the last day,last 15 minutes before we went to Sofia.HE came.He decided to have a diner with his parents.His blue eyes,blond hair,lather jacket and big smile.That he looked at me and said "Do you still hate me?" ... but I was speechless...just mumbled something and my cheeks turned into red.Thank God he let me see him for the last time.Although with ugly hair,no make up and Superman's t-shirt.

I LOVE HIM

Now I'm in Sofia.My friends are at the beach and I'm not even working!Don't have a boyfriend.That of course makes me wanna go back to school because I miss the drama!Stoyan,Naso...I just want some excitement in my life!

I'll try to write more often

x.o.x.o

Vicky <3

P.S.:I miss Gossip girl too =/

The sea is great!I love the time I spend here.It's relaxing and in the same time really fun!Yesterday I saw HIM.I still love him of course.He's so self-centered,and as Tania said "Fuck-and-go" kind of guy.We went to a disco and I've never danced like this before.But the bloody bastard just stand up by the bar and drank beer and then made us go at 3 am!So soon!Nevertheless,when I got mad,he held my face in his hands,looked me straight in the eyes...and when I saw his pretty blue eyes,I got...SCARED that actually I believed him,his lies to make me like him again.I just turned around and entered the bongaloy.
He works like an animator in Albena and invited us to go in the all-inclusive hotel for a day,but my mom will never let me =/
Despite that I'm so happy that I saw my childhood love again,and we danced a little,hug,held hands...and forgot for a while my stupid boring life =|

New style.
New moods.
Love it =)

Bored!Really...with my mother,friends,crushes,with myself.I need a change.BADLY!I feel like I'm not going anywhere,just standing on the same spot for 3 years now.I must to do something about this situation but I don't know what can I do. =/ I'm going to the sea or a week or so,with family and friends.My childhood-love Koko might be there for a day or two.I'm so fat and don't want him to see me like this.I start school in 1 month.I'm not ready to do this.I haven't red "Diplomacy",just need more time.Didn't work nothing.
Feel bad,
Vicky =/

My life is pretty simple right now.It's summer vacation,I go to english classes every day but I don't mined it.I'm still pretty fat.Hate my family,don't see my friends often and don't reed much.I'm in some kinda hole or something and I wanna go out so badly.A was so close to phoning Stoyan that it scares me.He was online in facebook,but got out as soon as I came in =/ Fuckin' hate my life right now.I NEED A BOY!BADLY!